Sick, dying and throwing away the bad

Oh man, my uni mates have been sick over the last 2 weeks and I think I finally may have caught whatever it is that they have had.
My throat is killing me and argh! the coughing. Didnt get much sleep because of it.
Add to that, that Rhys is away until tomorrow - god damn I hate his work, they should have put him on a flight TONIGHT, but no. He flies home tomorrow! What if we had been planning to go to a dawn service for ANZAC day? They are such pricks.

I spent today cleaning up my place, trying to make room to be excited about a wedding. I was involved in such a massive wedding, that defines weddings for me, that I had to cleanse my life from anything I had from that event. I donated that damn bridesmaid dress to a charity. I feel renewed and grateful, now I can start again.

I have no energy to plan clinic. Rhys helps me so much that life just gets so much more difficult when he is away. haha becoming co-dependent on an engineer, dumbest idea ever. I worry about the future sometimes, they need to work out on site, its just the way it is. I couldnt deal with him being in a different country for weeks at a time. I look back and cannot believe how well I did with him away 11 days out of 14 for 9 months last year. I also love that he is an engineer, he is so smart, I'm crazy proud of how good is it at his job. At least he calls me every single night he is away. Without fail. Damn I miss that idiot.