The photo is the view from the restaurant that Rhys took me to for our anniversary. Did I mention the food was really good?
Anyway as I was saying, I cannot believe that I have not been single since I was 20. Before Rhys there never was any real boyfriends. I went from the girl who was always single, to this relationship that even from the beginning I could not see ever ending. He had my full attention from the very beginning, and when I realised that I had his too... I was really afraid at the beginning, he was the best person I knew and I didn't want him to see what my world was really like, because I just knew he would have to run away screaming.
I remember two weeks after he finally asked me out, I fell head first into the concret at this nans house. It was head first because I cannot stick my hands out to protect myself. Anyway they called an ambulance and I was in the ED and I just started to cry. I couldnt tell mum (because she didnt 'know' about 'us') but I was crying because it only took me two weeks to show him how fragile I was and that he was bound to start running.
He sat in the ED with me.
He drove me home.
He sat by my bed when I lost my vision.
He was nothing but caring.
Later I discover that he is to caring. I still need to teach him how to say no to people so he doesnt end up alone and starving at a marina on his birthday...
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